l-michalska-writer: Hurtful prompts You don’t care enough for me to even know how I feel. Tell me you still care about me… No one will ever be able to replace you. This is a burden that we both share. I[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
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Ship Strife & Angst Prompts Feel free to use these prompts for OTPs, self ship F/Os, whump, or anything else. Have followers send a number and a ship, or just do the prompts you want. A minor argument between A[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
This life is so tedious and stupid. I want to accomplish something really interesting. :/ -Mordax
My family has apparently decided that its appropriate to call me up and involve me when they are having their fights now. My dad decided the other night to call me up, ask if he could come over, in the[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
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I feel so distant. I really have no commonality with the bulk of the human experience. Usually, that is something I take pride it, but sometimes its kind of scary. I feel like an alien.
So, my dad just called. My bro got mad and punched a mirror, and now he’s at the hospital. I am so glad I don’t live there any more. -D
But I don’t really mind, because this is something I care deeply about. http://www.newsweek.com/2010/01/28/the-depressing-news-about-antidepressants.html# Excerpts from a January NEWSWEEK article, linked above. Emphasis mine. The Depressing News About AntidepressantsStudies suggest that the popular drugs are no more effective than a[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I need something to pour a little passion into. Too bad I suck at the whole ‘focus’ thing lately.
Wow, there is a surprising lack of decent iconnage in this journal. Hi, I’m Vincent (NOT that Vincent- whichever one you’re thinking of) and I and a few others will probably be making use of this space in the days[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
This is the part where I BAWWW about Xelloss being AWOL for so long. Consider me to have bawwed long, and hard, in an annoying, and truely pathetic manner. -Mordax
Sometimes believing that everything happens somewhere is really, really depressing. -David
Lately I’ve been feeling very ‘un’. Unnoticed, unwanted, unappreciated, unimportant, unreal. It’s been going on for a while, but Christmas really brought it home. I made a point of not letting Mordax make the list by herself. We split it[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
You know you’re in bad shape mentally when mom saying she might refuse to take you to DnD tonight nearly reduces you to tears. -D
Sometimes its disappointing to find out what other people really think of you. But then again, they’re fools, and you can either suffer them or not. Failing to do so can become very lonely. -Mordax
You ruined my last D&D group, I will not have you ruin this one too! Guys, what do I do about this? For those of you who don’t know, my brother is a raving unstoppable beast with the mentality of[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=9ZMGKD79 …i am going to make it through this year if it kills me i am going to make it though this year if it kills me i drove home in the califonia dusk i could feel the alcahol inside[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
So I was shopping for a winter coat online last night, and I remembered something; it really sucks to try to find a nice coat that will fit the giant watermelons fate has strapped to your chest. Now, I know[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
So, I finally got a response from the agent who sold Twilight. It was a rejection letter. I think that says it all. When you’re not as good as ‘Twilight’. Anyone reading this know a quick, painless way of killing[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
So, maybe I’m a little late on the bandwagon, but I just heard that Geocities was closing. I find this immensely sad. I have a few Geocities pages sitting out there, unloved and unremembered. But oh how I loved them[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Sixteen years and still a coward. I had a dream last night. It reminded me of a dream I had when I was eight. In that dream, I became a member of the Power Rangers, but I sold them out[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I’m ashamed of myself for it, but i kind of wish I’d just fall over and die. -Mordax
You never came for me. You promised. You promised and you never came. I waited for you. I waited and waited. I called for you and you never came. I knew you’d never come for someone like me.I’m still waiting.[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I feel like Harry Potter. All my birthday means around here is I’ve managed another year without killing myself. God only knows why. -david
Why can’t I just be okay? There’s nothing wrong, but I just feel… bad. Like my whole life is such a fucking waste. What am I doing? Why do I hurt so bad? Why do I have to be so[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
today on my walk to work my dad declared that I ‘don’t have real emotions.’ I just ‘fake them’. I was angry about it earlier but just *eyeroll*
I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’ve been gone so long. I have this terrible feeling that all my friends will have left, or died, or hate me. I’m trying to get over that. It’s been a bad month.
As many of you can probably tell, for the last several weeks we have had very, very limited internet access. This is likely to continue for some time. I’d really rather not discuss why this is so. So, unfortunately, this[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
So, in the past month or so I have been getting a flood of trolling, and not very nice posts over at my deviantart account due to the so-called “Sarah Saga” posts that have been making their rounds of the[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Arrrgh. I’m getting so damned frustrated. My sixth magazine rejection on my short story. I just don’t understand. well, hell, I’ve heard of some really famous authors being rejected again and again before they finally got published. The only solution[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…