It really sucks when the author of your source says out loud that they don’t think you have any worth or value as a person.
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Those times when the homesickness for somewhere in your kin or fictive life borders on exotrauma. When you miss elements of your home, culture, food, clothes, language, things that you just can’t touch or share here. is it worse or[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Listening to some albums this morning and thinking about how many times I’ve lived through the 1970s in a closely this-earth aligned universe. The answer is at least three. Hits me hardest in the sabre/tooth place for a few reasons,[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
i miss the world before/worlds without cars and concrete everywhere. I miss riding in a bumpy carriage over a dirt road through farming country. I miss wandering through the countryside, and cresting a hill, seeing the world spilling out below[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Its rough emotionally, to be honest. Things didn’t happen that way in the existence I experienced as Vriska. (I use ‘existence’ here because ‘lifetime’ and ‘timeline’ are both tricky to use when talking about homestuck.) I existed as both what[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Nah, icon’s not particularly close. Its more how I would idealize myself as Vriska, I suppose?. Honestly I was skinny, gawky, kinda jaggedy face, with long hair. Bony shoulders, long fingers with sharp nails/claws. Skin had a slightly blue tint.
Damn has it really been seven years since I awakened as Vriska? Where does the time go? I remember someone even unfollowed me on here because of who I was. Vriska’s probably the kintype that I had the hardest time[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I love seeing it when canon presents unknowing continuity between characters who I know are the same people. In this case, my beloved being assigned bergamot tea flavor as both Byakuya Togami and Edelgard. <3
“Watching your source is like “here’s your trauma, and here’s a goof. They’re within five minutes of each other.”” – @nagathewhiteserpent
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The fascinating journey from “their” to “my”.
Giving up my attachment to the ‘fictionkin’ label has freed me from limits and healed me of wounds that I didn’t realize that I had. In this spirit, I want to apologize. I don’t have to apologize, but I want[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I was ten or eleven years old the first time I deliberately reached out to someone to invite the creation of a soulbond connection between us. The character was Cable (Marvel), specifically the version of him in the X-men/Spider-Man “Time’s[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
fromfiction-archive: Timeline of our own notable fiction-based phenomena experiences 1997: astrally transported/accidentally reality shifted to the world of ‘Samurai Pizza Cats’ over a series of weeks in what I like to consider my own isekai adventure. 1999: First (of many)[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I created a little history preservation project today. http://otakukin.fromfiction.net/ i was browsing some of my old livejournal posts and that got me looking at the old otakukin site on wayback machine. And it was really annoying and clunky to use[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I created a little history preservation project today. http://otakukin.fromfiction.net/ i was browsing some of my old livejournal posts and that got me looking at the old otakukin site on wayback machine. And it was really annoying and clunky to use[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
“otakukin” icons made by me for myself and various livejournal community members circa 2006-2007. At the time, we were under fire from a bunch of trolls who were trying to assert that our beliefs were a violation of copyright. If[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
“otakukin” icons made by me for myself and various livejournal community members circa 2006-2007. At the time, we were under fire from a bunch of trolls who were trying to assert that our beliefs were a violation of copyright. If[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
end of Team-X personal thoughts tfw canon tries to paint you as a lunatic and you are a lunatic usually but you’re just like, no, actually I still feel completely justified in that situation and I stand by my actions.[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Basement Arc #personal This is the last fucking time I’m gonna talk about the goddamned basement arc, I swear, I just gotta get the personal shit off my chest. Yeah, the shit in the basement arc? It happened to me.[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Wolver//ine Wea//pon X: Kin thoughts This novel was fucking brutal. I had to keep putting it aside and staring at the wall, or straight up finding something else to think about for a while. The physical and psychological horror of[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
I have been a big, angry cat man my whole life. Finally figuring out that I was a big, angry cat man has put so much missing order and context into my life.
I have been a big, angry cat man my whole life. Finally figuring out that I was a big, angry cat man has put so much missing order and context into my life.
Memory: Silver//fox So I’ve been turning the whole Silver//Fox murder incident over in my head for like, the last month or so, as you do. With everything in the comics surprising me with how right it feels having this particularly[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
So I’ve been turning the whole Silver//Fox murder incident over in my head for like, the last month or so, as you do. With everything in the comics surprising me with how right it feels having this particularly big incident[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
You know what, screw everybody who says I’m like an animal cause I kill people for fun. An animal kills for food, or to protect its territory. Killing for sport is humanity’s vice. I’m like an animal cause I use[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
personal thoughts So here I am, minding my own business doing perfectly legal security work when a bunch of super-hero adjacent assholes come and fuck me over. And the heroes just help them out and let them get away with[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
re: pow//er man and ir//on fi//st 66 personal thoughts So here I am, minding my own business doing perfectly legal security work when a bunch of super-hero adjacent assholes come and fuck me over. And the heroes just help them[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
re: Ir//on Fi//st #14 personal thoughts Not something I *specifically* remember happening at this juncture, but not unlikely for what I feel like I would have been up to in the late 70s. That would have been after the black[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…